satu ary d desaru.........!!!!! hurey....!!!

aslm....

ak nk cter satu kebhgiaan yg ak rse ble dpt kwn bru.....

kebhgiaan yg ak x teskgke sgt2....

kwn yg bleh time ak seadenye...

n bhgiakn ak....

26.04.11

septotnye mmg ary ney ary anivessary ak ngn ijal...

ubungan kami yg da gnap 3 thun 4 bln.....

huh...!!! lme nye...

tp bkn ak nk cter psal tu...

wlupown septotnye ak raikan ngn si dye...

tp x pe...

ak dpt kebhgiaan yg sme je wlupown ngn sespe pown yg join ak time uh...

ak n wan adla rncg nk g balau...

sje je nk release tnsion...

tp x tesgke lak, nurul ain n bella nk join...

so kami pown susun la plan kami...

ats cadangan spe ek...??

eca pown da x ingt da...

kami nk msak2....

so kami pown call la wan, amik kami nk beli brg untk nk msak...

huh...!!!

sgt epy...

mlm 25.04.11...

kami pown siapkn brg2 nk msak....

tkot esok lmbt bgn,... hehehehe...

biase la...

sume kne jd jam loceng sndrk an...

sok nye pd 26.04.11....

eca bgn kol 7.00....

pg.....

so kami begegas nk msak...

ngn msing2 x bsoh mke an...

hahahha...

klakar la ingt blik...

bella msak mee....

ain goreng kentang n nugget...

eca msak smbal tumis....

nurul... 

dsbbkn die bgn lmbt die kne kemas after kteowg msak..

hehehheh

cian dye...

nurul ney pndai la msak...

cme dye bgn lmbt je time tu....

x pe ye nurul...

dr kol 7.30 smpai la kol 10.10 pg...

kami betungkus kumus msak ddapur..

kte cter psal bella k...

die an msak mee....

first mee die msak, die lpe nk ltak bhan2 pnting..

cm garam, n bhn laen..

agk klakar la....

ngn mamai an... sbr je la...

secnd msak  bru la sdap...

bella kne msak due kx....

bab rmai an yg g...'

so kami pown stndby je la...

ain line clear je....

eca je yg slack...

huh..!!!

smbl nye masin....

huhuhuhu...

wt malu...

nk kawin la tuh.... wan ckp....

hmmm... mlu je....

heheheh... eca lpe la ad ikan bilis.....

so teletak garam byk sgt2...

heheheheh

mlu je..

eca mmg msak smbl failed la....

huhuhuhu... mlu sy....

after msak....

eca pown g la mndi2....

mereke2 pown g la mndi gak...

eca siap je wan pown dtg....

n then....

mreke2 pown ciap2 la...

da ayt x btol da...

eca ngn belgak nye x nk mndi n x nk bwk bju...

alsan tndas die x best...

hehehehehhe....

eca pown ngan lenggang lengguk die pown kuar la menymbut wan yg da lme tggu kami...

hmmm... cian wan....

hmmmmm....!!! 

so kteowg pown gerak la ble jam tepat kol11....

smpai2 je kt desaru kami tros la mkn...

bab msing2 nga lpar...

after da mengisi prot msing2... 

kami tros terjun...

nurul cbok mencri lala... desaru byk au lala.... hmmm...!!!

byk sgt....

bella still ngn ego dye x nk mndi... 

eca lak da x than godaan laut n mereke2 yg suke je dengki eca au...

last2 bella nk g amik org, so eca pown kirim la bju kt dye...

hahahhaha

mlu jep....

bella smpai je kt desaru, eca tros tkar bju....

n tros trjun...\

huh...!!!

nyaman nye...

ngn bejemur....

huh...!!

bestnye...

lau tau td bwk bju au....

hahahahhah

da pnt kami bejemur n maen ombak....

kami naek n smbg mkn....

da ptg kami pown kmas2 n berangkt blk...

nk tau x pe jd pd kami pas blk desaru...??

hahahahha....

klakar la....

nurul n wan...

mgkn mereke ad alahan kowt kt kulit dyeowg...

so tumbuh la bintik2 kt tgn dyeowg n dyeorg ckp pedih sgt2...

eca x leh nk bntu pape...

hmmm... sbr ea cyunk...

bella n ain lak....

pipi mereke pedih2 n merah au..

da cm pkai blusher au.... cumel sgt2 au...

hehehheh

amy lak....

bhgian bdan dye pedih..

n ckp da merah2....

eca je yg ok...'

hehehheeh

 cian dyeorg...

eca ske sgt2 time tu... kami bhgia sesgt...

bhgia..

eca syg kt dyeorg sume...

thnks kt korg sume bab bg eca kebhgiaan ney...

eca syg korg sgt2...

thnks a lot frens...

ney la gmbr2 kami time kt sne....

kami yg sdang kelaparan...

2 macho boy....

proses melpekn masalh... hehehe

so sweet... slh satu pasngn yg sgt bhgia...

ala2 kg... sdangkn nga menhn skit bab jtoh... heheheh

owh my... amy... dont be like tht ok...

ble laki da kne serang ngn pompuan....

mke x ready nk amik gmbr..

msing2 jge style...

ooouuucchhhhh...!!

dak chumell... hahah

posing plg maut dr mereka...

ney nk bkak ibu yg ke bpe ney???

sume hempap dye....hahahah

cian de lo... hahahah

kami bekwn baek...

ala2 bebincang...

aik... nk amik yg blakang teramik yg dpan ney lak...
hahahha

tgk aksi lucah.. hahahha

mereka da mle da...

da cm nk menari da eca tgk.. heheh

x de spe nk ngalah ea....

gdoh psal nk geletek prot spe... pape je la kamu ini..

jambatan sdah roboh..... hahahahha


huh... ney gaya kami disana...
best an...
hmmmm... laen kx nk wt ag....
nk join yok ler....

cancincawwww....!!!!

kawan yg ak cyunk.... luahan aty dr kwn mu yg hina n jhat.....

kwn....

pe yg ad pd kwn???

pe mkne kwn yg sejati....??

skang ad ke kwn yg sejati ag...???

ak ad due org kwn yg bg ak, teramat baek....

smpai kn ak leh tlak sumenye demi mereka....

ak ketepikan org yg ak syg untk mereka...!!

ak arap ak dpt pe yg ak rse ak ptot dpat....

kwn......

korg rse ptot ke kite kne smpan rse skit aty untk kwn kite???

lau die hargai kite x pe au...

tp u see la....

bg ak....

ak da bg mereka 3 kx peluang.....

petme.... die slh kn ak bab ak x leh nk pham dyeowg....

ak x leh nk pham mslah dyeorg...

sdangkn ble ak minx dyeowg kongsi kn msalah ngn ak, tp mereka hnye leh diam je...

n then ckp kami leh setelkn sndri....

ok..... 

ak bg lg peluang.... bab ak tau tu hnye la ckit... n bnde yg kcik je....

its ok babe....

i know....

i yg slh...

ak ngaku gak ak yg slh....

x pe la....

so ak pown wt la cm mmg ak yg slh....

second chance lak....

kami gdoh bab belku slh pham.....

bg ak, ak ngaku slh ak...

tp untk tikam blakang kwn ak sndri ak x kn wt cm uh....

ak syg mereka cm adk2 ak sndri....

ak jge dyeowg cm keluarga ak...

tp ssh ke nk pham pe prasaan ak...

sebln au, ak kne idop dlm kesdihan....

ak cbe gak nk lpe kn tntg dyeowg...

ak delete all pic2 dyeowg... ak x nk ingt pape pown,...

tp u all nk tau x??

ble ak g tman, tmpt yg biase kami lepak2, tmpt kami slalo hang out....

ak msty ingt kt dyeowg...

korg tau x, ak nk je nangis ble setiap kx ak nk g tmpt2 tu...

telalu byk kengan ak ngn dye....

tp ak ngalah....

ak ngalah untk dyeowg sdar....

ak x pnh nk minx lbih...'

tp bleh x tlong pham ak...

pham hnye untk jge prasaan ak....

sebln ak kne jalani idop ak sowg2....

sebln gak la air mate ak x pnh nk ptos....

ak owez nangis ble tekenang kn kenangan ak ngn dyeowg, wlupown mgkn bg dyeowg tu hnye la knangan yg biase2 je...

ble one night, ad la sorg batu api yg mengapi2 kn mereka...

n blk tu, ak diserang...

ak dituduh mcm2....

n die da wt stu kenyataan...

kenyataan yg amat menyakitkn....

"AK MENYESAL SEBAB KUTIP KO JD KWN AK DLU...."

ak btol2 lmah...

air kt kelopak mata ak pown jtuh secre tbe2...

slamer ney, ni ek tmpt yg septotnye untk ak dlm aty kowg....

ak pasrah....

ak x leh nk bnti nangis slpas kejadian tu...

smpaikn sakit ak dtg semle...

wlupown tepkse kne mrh ngn mk sy, tp sy x leh nk lpekn kwn yg sy syg sgt2...

n sy pown bg la awk peluang kx ketige....

n peluang kx ketige pown korg sia2kn...

kte gadoh hnye krne korg sggop tipu ak...

hnye untk kepentingn mereka shje....

ak ckop x leh time....

ntah la npe....

tp kx ney sy da x leh nk nagis....

bab ak da x leh nk nangis untk dyeowg....

ak tetbe rse skit aty yg teramat sgt....

n ak gak tetbe rse benci yg teramat sgt2.....

ak pown x tau la knpe ngn dri ak...

mgkn ak da x leh time kwn yg seperti itu ag....

ak mle bekwn ngn kwn yg ak bru je knal aty budi mereka.....

tp ak x nk ag skit n kecwe cm ne ngn mereka....

u all nk tau x....??

smpai kn ak sggop bela mereka wlupown smenannye mereka yg slah....

tp x pe la....

ak ok......

ok slpas mereka buang ak....

mereka kutip ak cm smpah.....

n mereka gak la yg buang ak cm smpah.....

x pe la.... ak time....

ak syg dyeorg.....

syg yg termat sgt....

da cm family sndri da....

ak nk mereka rse bhgia sebuah family...

bab ak tau mereka x pnh nk dpat rse kn kebhgiaan tu...

ak sggop bekongsi syg....

ak support dyeorg ble dyeorg jtuh....

ak bgonkn blk mereka....

tp dyorg wt ak jtoh...

x pnh nk sokong ak blk n bntu ak bngun kmbali....

aty ak sebak yg termat sgt...

ak sggop kongsi seglenye, tp pe yg mereka bg kt ak...

ak x pnh nk minx lbih pown.....

hnye tlong la hormt ak sbgai kwn korg gak....

now....

ak da ilang kwn ak....

ak ilang sumenye...

semangat ak...

kwn2 ak...

syg ak....

n all la....

tp ak x pnh nk ungkit...

mlot ney ssh sgt nk ungkit kn blk...

tp x pe la....

ak terima je ngn sepenoh aty ak...

insyaallah ak akn jmpe kwn lg baek dr mereka....

hope u all doakn untk sy ok....

follow me ok....

thnks to all....

p/s: kwn sy....

ak minx maap selme ak bekwn ngn ko....

thnks termat sgt bab ko da kutip ak jd kwn korg....

exam...!!! exam...!!! exam...!!!

aslm....

(bg yg muslim ok...)

aloo....

(bg yg bkn muslim....)

time to isi entry....

about exam....

erm...

exam!!!

sem due ney bg ak agk tercbar gak la ye...

kebykkan sumenye ampir ssh2...

tp nk x nk kte kne gak la ye jwb lau cm ne pown sekx pown an...

yestrday, ak paper akaun....

akaun...!!!

subjek tht i love....

ske sgt2...

tu la impian ak n cite2 ak...

doakn ea...

akaun???

sng sgt2....

sume ckp ssh....

pelik gak la....

tp x pe la...

ak pown mmg da ad basic an...

tu yg ak leh jwb je....

hmm...

bgos2.... n epy jep ble blk dr paper 2....

hahahaha.....

n today lak... ary yg sgt2 x best au...

ary ney paper undang2....

law la an.... sgt la x ske..

tau x npe sy sgt x ske law ney???

sy x ske sbjek mmbce smenanye....

nk wt cm ne...

dlu spm x pnh au lulus sej...

time spm jep bru la lulus... tp x kredit pown...

bab mmg x ske.. nk wt cm ne an..

sy sgt ske mengire tu yg ckp akaun sng...

hhahahaha/...

td pas lectrer ckp leh mle je,

sy dgn pntas nye menulis pe yg sy hapal td....

huh!!

lecturer tgk laen je au...

die ingt sy bwk toyol...

x de mknenye k...

bpe lectrer yg dok tgk je...

hmmm!!

sbar je la...

pas 2 ak jwb la pe yg ak hapal tu je an...

yg mne ak x apal, ak pown tggalkn la...

hahhahahha... agk klakar la.....

pape je la....
sok lak akad paper go....
go ney gelagat organisasi la...
paper bisness....
hmmm.... yg ney mmg sng sgt au...
bab yg msok essay tu sgt la sng,...
hahahhahaha....
nseb baek la an...
 hmm...!!!
wish me luck ok....

love u all...!!!

situasi ku sebelum final sem 2sesi jan 2011......

aslm.....

ai allzz..

time to update entry yg lme da x tesntuh....

hmmmm!!!

mood: :( sad :(

ntah la nk ckp cm ne...

byk sgt berita n dugaan yg ak kne lalui...

time nk final lak ak kne.. x pe la.. ak time je ngn tabah...

ak x tau nk cter kt spe about my feeling....

hmmm.. sume cm da mls nk nangung mslah ak...

so its ok my fren...

i know...

i need to handle it wif my self...

firstly, psal dak kejam tu...

die still x nk sedar ngn pe yg die wt ag...

tp its ok babe...

eca tau pe yg ko wt now...

eca rse ag lega becoz, i know who u are....!!!

but i still sabar ngn pe u wt....

its ok babe...!!!

eca akn wait n see only...

da pnt da prasaan ney nk mrh2....

nk kutuk u mcm2...

tp its ok.. i can handle it...

eca nk sabar je.. tggu n lihat shje la ye....

secondly, my mom....

eca dpt tau my mom skit...

mgkn x trok...

but i still worried about my mom...
my mom mmg x leh riso...
lau eca skit... eca x pnh g tau my mom..
lau tepkse je eca g tau...
wlupown in a time, i need my mom if i sick...
but, its ok....
my mom x nk eca riso tntg dye....
but,.... eca still riso...
x pe la.. aty eca lega ckit bab eca da nk final n nk cuti sem...
i wnt to jge my mom smpai chat blk...
mom..... i love u more.....
i need u now...
tke cre ok...!!!
love my mom like crazy....



thirdly, about my healty now...
eca x tau npe bdan owez rse cm pnat sgt2...
da rhat ckop n tdow ckop da....
tp y???
eca owez stndby my ubat supye x de pape....
tp wlupown cm ne sekx pown jd kt eca...
eca x nk g tau my mom..
my mom x leh riso....
i can handle it wif my self...
its ok mom....


eca akn try crk blk npe eca jd cm ney..
eca nk shat cm dlu..
eca leh epy2 wif my mom, my ijal, my family, my sister (kak nurul, kak iera, adk azza, n adk ina) n my bestie (nurul, ain n bella)...
love u gurlz....


to allz dak kolej INSTEDT...
good luck ok....
4 final exam this sem...
get dekan ok...



now i wnt to stdy...
more stdy to get dekan..
pray 4 me ok....
love u all if u love me back...
thnks 2 all my lovely person....
k la i wnt to stop my entry 4 today...

ary esok akn lebih baek dr semlm....
"sayangi diri anda sebelum anda menyayangi diri org laen..."

saya syg ijal sy...
die la yg byk support sy ble sy ssh....
thnks cyunk....!!!